In your absence my heart feeling lost.. In your presence I fall
in love
My reflection.. I don’t really know what’s going on inside
my head. It told me to keep some secret while actually it’s not an important
thing at all.. Me keep asking and finding and trying to find the answer cause
it’s really annoying. Or is it my heart? I have a complicated heart? Nope.. it’s
simple. Too much simple. Even it’s so innocent. And I hate to have that
innocent heart, why? Cause my brain told me to keep that cutiepie, so people
won’t play with it.
#Brain instructed me to write this
Look… did you notice how brainy loves hearty? Aren’t they
cute? He loves her in different way just to protect her. But.. look again! She
nodded and kept doing that dumb things. But what’s with him? He was mad.. but
still.. think about she’s the love of his life, he can’t.. so they shared the same dumbness :D *Oke Abaikan
She falls for sweet words. Not in the rational way, she loves
him, the untouchable one. ‘Yeah, that stupid sitting there. Can’t you see? ‘
She never been in love, yet until that goofy smiles caught
her attention. It was too big, like a kid. And do you know why? He just rescued
that lost puppy from a narrow pipeline. And DAMN IT. Just that way, she fell in
love.
Not really sure to declare that it was love, the 2nd
meet just after several year she just realized that he was her senior. But this
time the sphere so much different than before. Is it because this is a formal party? Or he’s
growing up? And once again she saw that smile, different one this time..
Aaah… he played that
soft-melody for his girlfriend!? Yeah, the round-eyed girl standing besides her. She
looks at her.. That 2 rounded eyes sparkle full with love.. and she suddenly feel
so small and bow for her disappointed heart. Didn’t want to be pathetic.. she
lift her head up, and you know what? He smiles at her.. even wider than before.
Aaah… feels like she recognized that old dumb smiles.. her favorite..what?
or is it the same?
Because in the past that smile seems so blurry? it’s not blur at all, she was just too
shy to notice that smile as her favorite..
So if she can be honest right now… Can't she say that this one is more ..
errr… handsome?
Suddenly she feels
like a sinner.
‘He’s your friend's boyfriend!’
‘But I met him first’
‘Wait.. did you just say you’re in love? With him?’
‘No.. I’m not! Just that.. I admire that smile! Yeah.. that
way.. not love! ’ she ignored that thumping heart. Push her self to forget a
moment ago where her heart promptly liquefies into a puddle of sugary goo.
Yeah you! Dumby!
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